Saturday, May 09, 2009

Reflecting on the title

When I first started this blog, it was meant for me to jot down my thoughts and also share what I have been to. For whoever who wanted to read. Recently, I reread a lot of old posts. I realised that of late, my posts have been rants. Yes, it is still me jotting down my thoughts but those are now more of frustration and anger.

I am sorry. Realise it does not make for happy reading. Or maybe you do laugh - at all the lil things I get frustrated about. I guess the blog has taken on a slightly different objective. Not so much sharing what I have been up to in terms of activities, hols or things of that sort. More of an outlet for my frustrations so that I don't go insane keeping them in me or drive hubby and friends bored to tears (or less so) with my rants.

If it bores you, then please don't read such posts. Though I think most of the new posts will be of that sort.

Friday, May 08, 2009

Look in the mirror

Some people should learn to self-reflect more. You want to preach something, make sure you are doing the same thing. You are not above the law, ok? Tell me all about being self sufficient and not ask for too much blah blah, and what do you do less than an hour later? Asking me for things that I'd given before, and totally not aware that this was against what you had just said.

With all you've gone through, you are supposed to know more. Both in knowledge and soft skills. Try showing some. Stop stooping to levels so low that I would not even think possible before. If you are insecure about yourself, that's your problem. Stop trying to make other people look incompetent. Learn some respect for yourself.

I've had enough. I am holding it in because I don't see the need to be petty. But continue pushing me. Go on. See what my limits are. Perhaps this is a good way for me to see my own limits too. But trust you me, I do have my limits. Try pushing some more.