When others tell you it's not possible. Because it's just not how things are done. Have to think about culture and what other people want. It is yours. But think about the rest.
It's not possible. Too many things involved. Loved ones will be offended. So it's not yours despite what is said.
But you see it being done by others. Successfully. And then you wonder why you can't have it.
Is it selfish to want it? Is it arrogance? Or is it because you don't deserve it? Maybe you're not special enough to have it. Then the guilt of even thinking like this. That this is not the central point. Think big picture and all.
There are regrets whichever option. Whatever is chosen. There will be lookbacks of
if only....
Perhaps such is life. But how then do people live with no regrets?
